life:)

HAPPINESS

2010-05-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know. Happiness is a choice. It was already proven.and so there is no much need in reiterating it again.I dont know how i came to this point.Why Im having this feeling.Why i feel this way.I was always that someone who has the POSITIVE outlook in life.That someone who has so much enthusiasm of some things...I;m not sure why.Im not certain how it began.I just started hating LIFE which i know is not good;I know is not well for someone who is just starting to see the REAL LIFE.shocks.How can this be?,is all i can ask for know.But I know..I'll pull through.I know..and i hope so.

On the other side

2010-01-01T16:04:00.000-08:00

Usually, we all look at one person on only one aspect..most of the time the aspect that interests us..Like the PERSONAL life(lovelife) or the Physical aspect...we say we like a person and we hate them through judging these aspects,without getting more INTO that person... These things...often lead to HATING THE PERSON. because if we dont look deeper,well, of course we would not understand some things that this person has...But is it fair?... I say Put yourself on that someone's shoe and then ask yourself ..Is it fair?..and you will hear yourself reply "no". and then you think..."so what?". I tell you this... Looking deeper..looking on the other side..the hidden side of the person..his/her weaknesses makes you understand and love the person for its being...By looking on the other side of a person makes you realize that indeed this person is HUMAN;FRAGILE. They just have this so much toughness on the outside... I believe if we all look at the weakness at the DEEPER person that one is...then there will be no such thing as HATE.:)

The usual...

2010-01-01T16:00:00.000-08:00

ever felt like you don't seem to be listened to?like they judge you and everything without even asking?...Well, as for me its what I call the usual. Why the usual, simply because most of the time its me...I dont get asked...I dont get right judgement...you know what i mean..its like they foresee everything that they "think" Iam and it sucks! Its like I do things...and then they see the wrong side of doing the thing...and then after I dont move..I dont help...I dont "do".... and still they hate it! darn! when will it be FAIR?

RETREAT(IV- St. Vincent)

2009-10-10T19:30:00.000-07:00

Im kinda lookin' forward on our 3-day retreat that starts tomorrow..I mean after millions of times being postponed and all at last we will be able to hold our retreat already! So excited to find my Old Good self...I am looking forward into being close to God.I hope this'll make me better and change my bad views on some things..Well, To God Be the Glory!:D

H-A-T-E

2009-10-10T19:27:00.000-07:00

I just can't help but comment on PBB's Princess(housemate) reaction on toni g's appearance last night...She was the only one who seems not happy seeing the host..I mean everyone was like :) this face when they saw toni. I dont care if she hates tin all Im saying is that why give such reaction? When tin noticed her when she was talking to delio..What the hell is she up to? Does she have grudges on tin? If she continues to do that!OMFG! Do not enter showbiz anymore BRATT!

Are we to blame?

2009-10-04T04:39:00.000-07:00

Well, for most parts we have always been so happy...But as we all know life is a cycle... being happy at one aspect doesnt make you happy on the others right? so when I decided to be at my best on the MOST IMPORTANT part I think I had to drop things... things..that somewhat made me feel happy...I cant have everything...So it was a goodbye..But Am I to blame?if all I wanted before is just BE A HAPPY GO LUCKY KID. Was it my fault that I have GROWN? Matured? I dont think so. And now I can say that I have totally been BETTER for I chose the right path whatever it takes!:)

KILIG!

2009-10-02T21:59:00.000-07:00

well, I am an avid viewer of Ang Lalaking Nagmahal Sa Akin..hehe.. And I just cant help but write how I feel about the sopa..Well, I f i dont then I will totally burst out now!LOL. The soap has been doing pretty well(on my opinion!no violent reactions! sssshhh!:))) well anyways, it has been giving us a Pinioy taste of KILIG, laughter and Pains...Though,Its kinda predictable and all...It really touches us to the bones when the scenes are made to... touches our hearts if it is meant to really make us cry. So I can say.. A Typical love story...With an EXTRAORDINARY ATTACK...(get what Im saying?:))) Its just too bad that I think its the shows last week. At least, it has endeared us with kilig..right?:)

A typhoon in disguise

2009-10-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

For so long I have often said that..."whoo!mga pinoy? susme! laglagan lang ata alam natin ee". I have often disgareed on positive things that people of my age say about us FILIPINOS. I have always disagreed on stuffs like "hospitable"("sus! magkaroon lang ng sasabihin") But that was way BEFORE...Because now, thanks to bagyong ONDOY...I believe Everything has its purpose...For though, there we many lives spared, many houses destroyed..and many families suffered...Typhoon Ondoy made us FILIPINOS live AGAIN.He woke us all up... He may have caused us pain... But inside..Its purpose is for our happiness... SO if I may.... All I wanted really to say is.... LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH. as the trademark says..MOVE ON...And I know we'll be forever be STUCK WITH EACH OTHER.

I AM PROUD TO BE PINOY!:)

DREAM COME TRUE!THANKS TO YOU!

2009-07-10T20:50:00.000-07:00

And I did it!c'mon!its really unbelievable that I get to do the things I want to do now..hhehe...I heve always been the SHY TYPE..well,of course my friends would not agree fpr they see me as the NAUGHTY one..the CLOWN..(But I dont look like a clown!promise!:))) anyways,Iam having the last and best year in high school...And I can say that i have grown..SWEAR!I get to be who I wanna be..Now,I get to stand up for what I want..I hope this'll continue and that I'll be able to manage!THANK YOU LORD!:D

THOUGHT....

2009-06-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

"The Trouble with being STRONG is that nobody might care to ask if you're hurt".

Why did you say I chose this quote?its because I have been through such.You see,I have always been that happy person they know..that optimistic one..the ADVISER..the crying shoulder..Many times I have solved other people's problems...Pretty ironic because when im down I dont have the SOMEBODY to raise me up but myself...With the things I've been through everyday I feel like im alone...most of the time..I hide my tears into a smile so that nobody will pity me or feel sorry for me...I wanted them to see me as the STRONG one..."walang problema ika nga"...But know what were also HUMANS...were no invincible..nasasaktan..naiinsulto..its just that we manage,... and were afraid to show our SAD feelings..."kaya" to those people who knows someone like me...someone whom you havent seen unhappy....why not ask him/her if she/he is good...because it really counts..Specially when the tme comes that, that person cannot take it anymore..and needs a hand to hold on....

I DID IT!FINALLY!

2009-06-26T07:15:00.001-07:00

For so long I have longed to breakfree
For so long I have wished to be
Someone I picture myself as
Like an artist or a writer whatever is asked

For about years i have been planning and planning
For thoise years I hev been continously dreaming
But now I get to be who and what i want to be
now I get to see

That really everything has its time
Its just good I didnt give up
Finally I had the courage to somehow be
that someone I have been longing to be!:)

.UNFAIR.

2009-06-04T03:56:00.000-07:00

well,its just pretty unfair to do that...
what am i talking about? well,I cant tell its pretty sensitive...
let me just give you the story without mentioning what it is....directly...hehe!
All this time...all i wanted was to know "her" to atleast take pictures with her..that's why i joined(toot)....Hoping that somewhat it could be a way of even talking and saying "hi" its me..i am your....i really admire you and everything/...but,thinking this way,I never ever imagined "them" being so unfair..i mean..pare-pareho lang kam".why cant they just let us join..wag naman solohin...
masakit na ee..

DREAMS

2009-05-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

DREAMS

How can i take away
this pressure that's getting on my way?
How can I pursue
this dream i've always wish'd come true?

These questins I couldnt help but ask..
For im not sure who would help me with this task...
I've always wished i could be
the one person who'll always make my parents happy

But then things are getting on my way
And im not sure if im still ok
For my selfconfidence
I can still feel its absence...

But then again i know
God would help me with this thing I love
and send me knowledge and courage
to pursue my dreams there up above:)

What life is to me.

2009-05-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

L-I-F-E.... the shortest yet the most complicated word i have ever encountered.What is life? what is it about? whats the purpose of having LIFE? why is life UNFAIR?

These are just some of the questions we always ask when we have life as the topic. As for me Life is a GIFT...Though, some hate their lives whatsoever i still see it as a gift...for it brings LESSONS...lessons that if we take in to ourselves would be the mere reason of our existence. God never twists our lives just like that...everything has a reason...a REASON why were being HURT..reason why we feel HATE... for we live to LEARN..we live to be MOLDED into a better person.have you ever wondered why we are being born having different problems? for not all of us is capable of handling heavy problems...some are STRONG..other like me are weak...but know what...LIFE has its REASON...and that reason is STILL unknown until we die:)

I FOUND A BESTFRIEND IN YOU

2009-05-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

For so long i was looking for a bestfriend
someone who's always there, someone who'll lend
lend,his shoulders when i cry
and made me feel alive when i feel i wanted to die

I had been longing for that someone my whole life
And then i thought i found the one
the bestfriend i have always wanted
But ENDINGS are BEGINNINGS i can say
For when she left you were STILL there!
By then i realized
the one TRUE friend i long for
Has always been by my side:)

I found the bestfriend i had longed for in you.
Thank you.!

-to tita jonah.you're the best!

You have always been my shoulder..THANK YOU!

2009-05-03T05:40:00.000-07:00

At times when i feel like im alone
When i feel like i need HOME
When i feel like im not WORTH it
You were there to make me feel RELIEVED

You never fail me
Never made me feel disappointed
For you always make me happy
And with you the CRAZIEST person i could always be

Our laughters and tears
Its all shared
The jokes we always say
Its kept in my heart to make me happy everyday

Memories of every moment
the "KAADIKAN" we have always spent
It would always be the thing in my mind when i feel DEAD
dead like no one cares...like i feel sometimes...
im not EMO but i can be most of the time...hehe..
i may not always say this but i appreciate every little thing you do
I LOVE you SO MUCH! I really do!

and you know what iam proud
for GOD gave me...
THE BEST TITA one could ever HAVE!

-to tita JONAH:]

LIES....

2009-05-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

I found a friend in you
one who is precious and true
I have always hurt you
i have always made you cry
but those were never the reasons that made our friendship die.

at one point i wished we'll always be the same
that we'll always be this way
though i know sooner or later
we'll end up ignoring each other

I never imagined you doing this to me
For as far as i can see
you were the perfect bestfriend i always long you to be!
But i guess things will not always be the same...
At all times goodbye we must say....

I never wanted to end it this way
never wanted for me to say.....
our FRIENDSHIP..
its not worth keeping..
for its full of LIES from WITHIN.

gone:(

2009-04-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

well what can u say?
when all i have is a heart full of dismay
i thought you'd stay
but then...with just a click you went away

with only my opinion you were gone
for you said you didnt have fun
but what can i do
when i just wanted to be true?

never imagined it'll be that simple reason
never thought it'l be because of that person
well i hope you'll come back
dont go on the wrong track